Sunday, June 20, 2010

That'd be Me.

I'm the type of girl who will stand my ground in a line when someone decides to push in in front of me. Who thinks that no event could result in being the end of the world if it causes distress upon me. I hesitate when i think that i am doing something wrong, yet i end up doing it anyways because of the adrenaline rush. I'll try to take every opportunity that comes and only think about my actions after i've committed them. I'm a girl that is blessed because she has one-of-a-kind people who are her friends and whom will stick out with each other til the very end. In turn, i stand and stick up for them. I'll do my best to understand them and listen to their problems, if they have any, and be their friend. I am never one to turn my back on a friend in need, or any friend for that matter. Friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. Not like autumn leaves, found everywhere. I don't make enemies, but accquaintances. I'm not perfect and don't try to be. But i do try to be correct most of the time, even if i'm not. And when i know i am wrong, i try to look past it but will always hover over it and try to correct it.
I look at love, not as an emotion, but an adventure, a journey. The catalyst being the ongoing temptation to know and love more about the other half. Yet also, curiousity. The questions being; Can i love this person more? and How much can i love them? I don't give up on someone just because something is wrong. I dwell, and dwell and dwell upon it, then tackle it, then try to change it, then understand it, then accept it. I can love someone to the fullest, but won't be able to always show it. I guess i am shy, but just a bit. The impacts of this journey is humour. We talk about things, we laugh about what we talk about and we laugh at ourselves laughing. And i love him because of that
I'm a person who craves drama, don't know why. Maybe it is because of the imaginative side of me that'll always think that i can be the person to fix everyone's problems. I'm weird that way. Weird, a word. Eccentric, the meaning behind the word. Laughter, the effect of the word. Laughter is what fuels me. I like making people laugh and i believe that being happy can only lead you further in live. Once you experience true happiness, you'll always end up looking at more ways that can help you achieve that next level of happiness. It trains your mind to always look for higher, for more.

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