i see you.
It all started out with a young girl and a dream! Well, many dreams! For as long as i could remember, as a 5 year old, all i wanted to become was an astronaut. When other girls in my class wanted to be ballerinas and princesses, being an astronaut was the dream for me. I remember begging my mum for glow in the dark stars for my ceiling. And she bought HEAPS! Eventually, when i reached 8 years, the stars came off and a new dream was born :D I wanted to become a doctor. Not because of rumors of a high financial advantage that we hear nowadays, but because i wanted to xray myself every single day! Seeing xrays had me amazed and after having my first xray in year 8, i wanted to be xrayed again and again and again! I still remember that day. Wearing my Astroboy shirt to the hospital and being asked to take it off and wear a paper dress because the picture of Astroboy on my shirt couldnt be penetrated by the xray. A lawyer/prosecutor/private investigator came after that. I was 10 years old and wanted to fight crime and put bad guys into jail. Movies and tv shows such as veronica mars and daredevil encouraged this dream of a young and naive girl :P Next, i wanted to become an actor on Home and Away :$. Did i want to be on tv every night and be watched by heaps of people across the nation? Of course! Which little girl wouldnt? :D I wanted to grow up on the set, attend all the award shows and star in magazines :D It was the life i wanted to go with... for about.. 5 months, after that, i then got serious.
A marketer. I wanted to travel the world to promote movies! Movies that werent yet revealed to the public. I wanted to be the first person to know about a upcoming movie and i wanted to rub it in everyones faces :P LOL. I then wanted to be a movie critic, but i knew that i couldnt do this for a living. So i accepted it as a part time job. That was reasonable :D I wanted to watch movies for the rest of my life and get paid to do so. A publicist next. Meeting famous people, travelling the world, contacts, show biz, show biz, show biz! Then came the solid age, 13. A director. I wanted to start out small; working on tv shows, soap operas, etc. Then i planned on making it big time! :D Hollywood. Universal Studios. Famous. People. I yearned to be associate with famous people :P i NEEDED them to know me! This obsession of wanting to be notice, sort of died since i hit 15. School Cert year. And it was during the time i had to choose my subjects for year 11. An Optometrist. A person who specialises in working with people's eyes. Carrying out diagnostics, the whole shibang. I wanted, and still want to, become an Optometrist to this minute! :D I will become one! Then i'll open a practice next to Manly beach, catch the ferry to work everyday and live a long and properous life :D Oh the dream. This is a dream that'll keep me alive.
At least for the next month :P